Monday, April 18, 2011

Life as we know it...

This is life as I know it. Its full of riding bikes, dirt, watching Dora, playing at the park, eating out, watching movies together, watching my chick flicks and dinner dates with my Husband.

I think all too often I take the "Life as I know it" for granted. I remember when my life was flipped upside down almost 2 years ago, I had a baby born 6 weeks early and a Husband who was dying and we had no clue. I remember the aching in my heart when I was told to live life to the fullest because my Husband may not be here tomorrow, next week, month or year. I remember it all, its clearly suck in the back of my head to this day. BUT, lately my mind has been stuck on this little girl and this little girl.

I complained about having my little girl in the hospital for 2 weeks and this little girls have been and will have to be for WAY longer. Yes, my Husband was down 2 months total, but he survived it and he is healthy today. My heart aches and finding the right words to say is a struggle. I am sick to my stomach. I wonder how they do it or will do it. I couldn't manage 2 weeks let alone 6 months. I feel guilty for complaining over my rotten life when others have it WAY worse. But the one thing I do know is that MIRACLES happen everyday and believe these two girls and their families will get to witness a miracle, until then, WE PRAY and PRAY and PRAY!!!

1 comment:

Eric and Jenny said...

I know hearing about trials like those sure do put your own life into perspective does it not? Though don't short change yourself, what you guys went through was huge, you are just on the other side of the rainbow now.

Enjoy life my friend!