THE WAITING....Now that I have myself calmed down for the most part, I can write about today.
I had a ultrasound and mammogram done today. I was impressed with how well I was treated and how much I liked the radiologist and nurse. I went back about 11:30 and had my ultrasound and then met with the radiologist who said he did want to do a mammogram and the kind. The mammogram was horrible, it seemed like it lasted FOREVER!! After that I met right with the radiologist who advised that if my cyst was 2 inches down he would 100% confirm it as breast cancer, but he isn't saying its not still and wants to do a biopsy. So I will go in bright and shiny on Monday morning for a biopsy of it and then I have to wait until Wednesday/Thursday for results. Its going to be the longest week of my life. The radiologist reassured me that he thinks we have caught it in time. He said that he is confident that I will be okay. My struggle is getting to that okay and what I will have to go through. I am upset. I couldn't catch my breathe at first and I think it SUCKS. But I know that I have a STRONG support group who will get me through this. So if I want to cry, I am going too, sometimes its the only thing that makes you feel better. And if everything turns out okay, then I will count it as another blessing in my life.
P.S. Thanks for all the comments on my last post, you girls are AWESOME!!