My lifelong struggle...

I think every girl always wants to look better, you always want bigger boobs(well maybe some, I prefer smaller), longer hair, longer eyelashes, better skin, less cellulite, 6 pack (I would take a flat stomach) or something. Its just part of being a girl. But for me, my life long struggle has been my weight, I hate it, I cry over it all the time, I hate the mirror, the scale, the clothes, the everything, I simply HATE IT! I have tried everything and I mean everything to lose weight. HCG (which is the hardest diet ever, no energy at ALL!), counting calories, weight watchers (which I loved and did see results, just not as fast as I wanted), exercising more (which is impossible to fit in my schedule), higher protein diets, special K (EXPENSIVE) and many more. Short of paying $10K for lipo or a tummy tuck or whatever, I have tried it all.

And now I am at the end of my rope, I can't stand it anymore, I REFUSE to gain any more weight, I refuse to feel uncomfortable, embarassed of myself and flat out TIRED all the time. So I am making a huge change starting Monday, I am actually really excited about it. I am paying A LOT of money for this, but nothing compared to what I could pay for lipo or tummy tuck. I will have energy and lose weight at the same time. I am really excited and I mean really. It has gotten to the point where I don't even like talking to people about the newest diet they are trying, especially when they look amazing. So I have talked to my new coach, researched and researched and researched and I am now one of the newest member along with many others of HERBALIFE. Its an amazing program and people do amazing on it. I have seen it with my own eyes. I am really excited for my new adventure. My plan is to be down 50lbs by the end of August, I know it sounds like a lot, but REALLY its doable. So I will and I mean it this time, track my progress weekly as some others I have seen are doing. Some may not care, but all the support in the world will be AMAZING.

I am ready to be healthy again, look healthy and FEEL healthy.